confidential.!:)))

Christine.!!!!

Here is your hug from earth to heaven.!!

(*)

the asterik is my head. :) the parentheses are my arms!

if only i could feel you hug me back..it would make my day:)

i love you & you are never forgotten.,

hehehe,,

i would want you back. and alot of people do but if you are happy in heaven, then you deserve to be there instead of here..,

i love you girl (with all my heart) and dont you ever forget it. :P

mwuaahhhh (i just air kissed you) :))

are you happy?

i sure hope you are. you deserved it.

you will forever be in my heart.

rest in peace baby girl

&& i ask for one favor

have fun nd be happy in heaven

what does...

"I Get It In" actually mean..? lmao

favorite boy names.!

Boys names... no order

• Jason
• Luke
• Sean
• Isaiah
• Abel
• Jordan
• Brandon
• Zachary
• Tyler
• Caleb
• Legacy

favorite girl names.!

Girls (no order)

1. Isabel
2. Savannah
3. Mya
4. Eden
5. Laila
6. Marissa
7. Aaliyah
8. Melanie
9. Gabrielle
10. Ariana
11. Sierra
12. Gisela
13. Camilla

love sucks.

people say karma is a bitch,

i say love is an even bigger bitch.

"...will the pain ever leave me..??"

Christine, i know you werent alone. Im mad that you felt alone. there were other ways. there were. you dont know how much pain you put people through. and i know you never meant to. but when you left us, you left us asking "why??". why you? what happened? you were happy in band. there are people going through what you went through. you werent alone. you were a wake-up call for all of us. a lesson tough lesson learned. im so sorry. you deserved better. a person like you could light up a room with their laugh. you had alot of shoulders to cry on, alot of people that had your back and would listen to you. why? will the pain ever go away??? i hope so. Christine, God had a purpose for your life. you wouldve made alot of people happy. you already made so many people happy in 13 years. God gave you a heart. you had so much ahead of you. im blessed to have met a person like you. I just want you to be happy now. if your happy, then im happy youre in heaven. i know God is taking care of you, but i just really want to know that your safe, that youre in heaven, where you deserve to be. you mightve had a tough 13 years on earth, but you couldve stayed. for one more year? when will i ever heal..?? so Christine, i know you cant look down on earth from heaven, but when does this get easier?? qirl i love you no matter what and i miss you. ik that if youre in heaven, God is taking care of you and treating you like the princess you are:) ily Christine Ignacio Soriano & dont you ever forget it.

,,,,,,

isaiah<3

i miss you,.

its hard for me to tell you I love you
as im standin over your grave
& I know I'll never hear your voice again
why did u leave me
why couldnt you just stay
cause my world is nothing, without you
now i dont know what to do, with myself

---1st Lady

ily christine rest in peace.

"god needed an angel so it seems,"

christine, i sure hope you are happy in heaven. i cant say that enough. ever heard the song "missing you" by first lady?? well it reminds me of you. like every word. God took you away from me and everyone else cause he needed an angel and he got one. i dont think ill ever fully understand why you had to leave. im sure u didnt mean to put people in so much pain. but until i see you again,

ily and i miss you with all my heart<3

its not about christine:)....hahah

its about a guy..yes a guy hah. its not sad. but its not happy. its about mixed signals. dont u hate them.? ugh. i fell for him kinda hard. so i really liked him. he was cute and wasnt a d-bag ha atleast i didnt think so. in my about me i said "i like him, he likes her: STORY OF MY LIFE!" and its true. he liked my friend..worse thing is...my friend liked him too. recipe for disaster haha. did i mention this was at summer camp..?? well it was at summer camp. he would flirt (mixed signals) but hed flirt with her too and it was weird cause it was only me nd her hed do that to so i felt...yea and she told me he liked her and he never denied it so yea.

Dear Christine,

I hope you are happy in heaven. People on earth are miserable without you. people say suicide is the most selfish act someone can do (& it is), but you were suffering. people say they KNEW what happened to you behind closed doors. but idk if they understand fully. i know they may be closer to you than i was but abuse isnt easy to get over. it causes this stuff. when the person that brought you into this world doesnt show love, you feel like crap. even if alot of other people loved you. but the truth is, your death isnt easy to get over either. no one wanted it to end like this. you taught everyone a lesson:
Life is short.
exactly. tell people you love them cause next thing you know, theyre gone. show people you care. and tomorrow is never promised. Christine, i learned my lesson. So please come back. thats all i want. it will heal the hearts of all your friends and heal my heart.
13 years really isnt long. you had a good 60 years left. cut short.
awww do i miss you. but i cant keep on staying on this subject forever. its been 3 months. iloveyou Christine, God loved you, heck Bednarcik loved you. haha

3.12.96-10.2.09 the day you went to be with God in heaven..(:

in 13 years...

you decided life wasnt worth living anymore.
but you had sooo much ahead of you. i just wish you couldve waited 1 more year and if thats too much, 1 more month. no one is ever gonna be the same. you were my first friend at wolf's crossing. haha wow. 4th grade. a weird but wonderful year. ill never forget it. and ill never forget you. one of the strongest people i knew. you were someone who would stick up for their friends no matter what. someone who was almost always happy and putting a smile on everyones face even if yours wasnt real. the world needs more Christine. you deserved way better than what you had. no one deserves that. You were the girl running, jumping and screaming in the hallways. i almost miss hearing you yell. haha. we just all want you back.

i promise ill see you soon, Christine:)

rest in peace...

girl, i miss you so much. people can say i didnt know you too well but it still hurts that ur gone. i wish we wouldve known. maybe it wouldnt have had to turn out this way, you know? im sorry you felt desperate enough to turn to suicide. im sorry thats the only way you thought you could get away. i miss you. but now you are in heaven with god and his angels and where there is no sadness, or pain. i just wish we couldve showed you it on earth. i wish we couldve showed you a way out. that not all happiness is fake and that people cared. i guess sometimes it just isnt enough. if anyone in the whole world should love you it should be your mom. and i guess when ur mom abuses you, its hard to feel loved. the own person who brought u into this world doesnt show love. but i want you to know that you had a lot of other people that loved you so much. god is taking good care of you, Christine. God loved you even if your own mother never did (or showed u). God loved u unconditionally. Now that you are in heaven, you get to see what real happiness is. i miss you.

hellurrr.!

hey.! i just started a blog. :) i got some rules though:

1.) im not here to make friends, im here to blog
2.)dont leave mean comments
3.)im writing how i feel.not tryin to offend anyone
4.)im a nice person:)))