"...will the pain ever leave me..??"

Christine, i know you werent alone. Im mad that you felt alone. there were other ways. there were. you dont know how much pain you put people through. and i know you never meant to. but when you left us, you left us asking "why??". why you? what happened? you were happy in band. there are people going through what you went through. you werent alone. you were a wake-up call for all of us. a lesson tough lesson learned. im so sorry. you deserved better. a person like you could light up a room with their laugh. you had alot of shoulders to cry on, alot of people that had your back and would listen to you. why? will the pain ever go away??? i hope so. Christine, God had a purpose for your life. you wouldve made alot of people happy. you already made so many people happy in 13 years. God gave you a heart. you had so much ahead of you. im blessed to have met a person like you. I just want you to be happy now. if your happy, then im happy youre in heaven. i know God is taking care of you, but i just really want to know that your safe, that youre in heaven, where you deserve to be. you mightve had a tough 13 years on earth, but you couldve stayed. for one more year? when will i ever heal..?? so Christine, i know you cant look down on earth from heaven, but when does this get easier?? qirl i love you no matter what and i miss you. ik that if youre in heaven, God is taking care of you and treating you like the princess you are:) ily Christine Ignacio Soriano & dont you ever forget it.