rest in peace...

girl, i miss you so much. people can say i didnt know you too well but it still hurts that ur gone. i wish we wouldve known. maybe it wouldnt have had to turn out this way, you know? im sorry you felt desperate enough to turn to suicide. im sorry thats the only way you thought you could get away. i miss you. but now you are in heaven with god and his angels and where there is no sadness, or pain. i just wish we couldve showed you it on earth. i wish we couldve showed you a way out. that not all happiness is fake and that people cared. i guess sometimes it just isnt enough. if anyone in the whole world should love you it should be your mom. and i guess when ur mom abuses you, its hard to feel loved. the own person who brought u into this world doesnt show love. but i want you to know that you had a lot of other people that loved you so much. god is taking good care of you, Christine. God loved you even if your own mother never did (or showed u). God loved u unconditionally. Now that you are in heaven, you get to see what real happiness is. i miss you.