he's so adorable!! haha

song;

                                                               Got Your Back - T.I.

Good song:)

I perfected my Jersey accent in time for Jersey Shore:)

University of Illinois

I ♥ Pink!

Drake - Miss Me

Aaliyah - Are You That Somebody

Gotta love this song..

R.I.P. Aaliyah♥

ignore..

Dynamite - Taio Cruz

Ok tried again.."Up All Night" Drake & Nicki Minaj

Drake - Up All Night

Drake

	Drake - Up All Night (Feat. Nicki Mina .mp3
	Found at bee mp3 search engine

"Up All Night" Drake w/ Nicki Minaj

Your favorite internet friend.?

A kid I talked to on IM.. He lives in Kansas City. Haha. He seemed super sweet and cute..in a online-chat-personality sort of way. He was so nice! ahah. Despite him wanting to go to KU and me preferring Mizzou.
:)

Danielle Staub: PSYCHO BITCH!!

I am almost 100% sure that I am not the only person that thinks Danielle Staub is psycho. Who else co-starts a fight and brings up the opponents personal business in other words "And its (Teresa's House) in foreclosure!" and then runs away from a mess THEY started. It doesn't make very much sense. You say how you aren't afraid of the Manzo-Laurita-Giudice circle...yet you also always say how you need protection & how you are scared for your life. That whole night I was pretty sure she wasn't even hurt..she probably never even had a bald spot. That night proves just how dramatic Danielle is. WHO THE HELL EVEN KEEPS THE HAIR SOMEONE PULLS OUT OF YOUR HEAD?! She thinks she is the victim..well if she was then THEY would be coming after her. She wouldn't be at events around them or antagonizing them like she does. She needs to get a life.

Things I'd Like To See Happen: Pt. 1

Bravo start Real Housewives of Chicago. –Yeah, after NJ, Orange County, NY and ATL I think Chicago deserves a show too.



Kourtney & Scott Disick break up- Face it, he is a douche. I don’t think this will happen, but I hope it will. (not to be mean)


Nicki Minaj get even MORE surgery- nuff said


Miley Cyrus pose provocatively making parents and fans angry. –says it all


More to come…

The Real Housewives of Chicago

Bravo should start filming as Real Housewives show in Chicago. Chicago is a great city ( and I am not just saying that because I live here). You'd think they'd have Chicago before NJ, but aye I don't hate the NJ housewives are cool (excluding Danielle of course). It doesn't even have to be in the city. It could be the 'burbs!. I am pretty sure that the Real Housewives of ATL live in the surrounding subs! Chicago has Oak Brook, Naperville, Highland Park and the Magnificent Mile. All have rich people and mansions! Chicago would be a great place for the show and I would be extremely happy if they actually make the show.!

Danielle Staub: Lesbian??

If you have been following the Real Housewives of NJ recently, there have been rumors about Danielle being a lesbian..
I believe this is for publicity. Danielle is hungry for attention. And take note: She hasn't made ANY money from the sex tape..So if people hear about her being a lesbian it may cause more attention and people will watch her tape that SHE released herself..

5 things girls like in a guy:

1. LOYALTY - A girl doesn't want to be with a guy she thinks will backstab her--she gets enough of that from girls. She wants to know that a boy will have her back, even if his friends dislike her.

2. HONESTY - A girl wants to be able to trust a boy, which can't happen unless he proves he is honest. If you are talking to a girl, dont be afraid to tell her--or she will suspect more.

3. HUMOR - Let's face it. A relationship would be so dull and boring if the man didnt have a sense of humor. He needs to be able to make her laugh and she will be able to make him laugh. But dont mix up humor with being obnoxious.

4. KINDNESS - Most girls arent into bad boys. So dont think you have to be one. She wants a guy that will be kind to her friends and kind to her infront of HIS friends. No frontin'.

5. CUTENESS - Cuteness doesnt necessarily mean a cute face. It can mean a cute personality. Something little like tripping or stumbling your words around a girl can be seen as cute from a girl.

***There is my list:)

10 Songs I think...

Will be popular/get more attention during summer:
1. Your Love Is My Drug - Ke$ha
2. California Gurls - Katy Perry
3. Alejandro - Lady GaGa
4. Why Don't You Love Me - Beyonce
5. Dynamite - Taio Cruz
6. Cooler Than Me - Mike Posner
7. Find Your Love - Drake
8. Your Love - Nicki Minaj
8. All I Do Is Win - DJ Khaled
9. OMG - Usher
10. A song by Justin Bieber would go here..

Things I Love: Vampires

I HATE this whole Vampire Craze. I am actually ready for it to end. I don't get it. How is someone that bites your neck for blood sexy? How is this attractive!? I would smack the vampire out of him! And not to mention, how would you feel if someone just bite your neck? I'd be like "DUDE WHAT THE FU--" and I probably won't be able to finish.

True blood: Okay WTF? They have to drink blood in a bottle so they don't bite humans? Yeah okay whatever. I guess this is what happens when you mix together two things people are loving at this point in time: vampires & porn.

Vampire Diaries: Umm well this one started out as a book: surprising. And a girl falls in love with a vampire--oh gosh. ugh Im going to stop herre because It sounds too much like the next book I am gonna talk about.

Twilight: Ok so I HATE Twilight. More than any other Vampire story or movie. This is incredibly stupid. Edward Cullen is a major fruit. How is Bella attracted to a man that sparkles? Or dazzles? I don't find it the least bit attractive. I can't tell you how many people have urked me by saying they are in love with Edward--HE'S  A STORY CHARACTER! He isn't real. And trust me, none of your boyfriends want to be like him so don't tell them too! Then again, why would you want them too.?

Vampires are not sexy even if they do have a 6 pack. The original vampires were not into romance.

Things I Love: Chicago

Home to the White Sox, 2010 Stanley Cup Champs the Blackhawks, and the Bears (notice how I didn't mention the Cubs). Other than the gangs, it's a great city. Even though if you go 25 miles out the city you realize you are surround by cornfields. Chicago doesn't have gangs everywhere though. And it doesn't have has many mobsters as people think. That was 50 years ago. It's gone. Maybe not completely but whatever. And not everyone here is like Kanye..In fact, we did scold Kanye for interrupting Taylor too. And the Sears-no, Willis tower- is in Chicago..duh! I'm proud to say I live here:)

Things I Love: Trey Songz

I noticed a trend: All his songs have to do with sex. Whether he wants a girl to drop her panties or his neighbors know his name. They may be about sex but let's face it, a good 90% of people NOT virgins think about it daily. And even virgins might even think about it every now and then. But that is beside the point. Trey has released alot of good music in the past year and made himself more popular. Before "I Need A Girl" , I only knew him for the song "Missin You" and If I were to see him on a poster, I wouldn't know who it is but now that has all changed.

Things I Love: Robert Kardashian

The quiet one in the show--or you can say family. He seems to be a really loyal brother always backing up his sisters. I'll admit, I have had a crush on him since I started watching Keeping Up With The Kardashians in 2007. He is adorable. And even though he supposedly cheated on Adrienne (Cheetah Girl) I'd still tap that:)

Another I Love About Drake..

He is SEXY;)

i would tap that(:

Things I Love: Drake

Yeah it's Drake. At first I wasn't so sure because I heard the song "Every Girl". I hated it. Not to mention he was always with lil Wayne..whom I did'nt like. But when he came out with "Best I Ever Had" last summer I thought "Jimmy got skills". He grew on me. I was singing that song all summer. Then he was in Birdman's hit "Money to Blow"...I loved it instantly. I listened to it over 300 times on my iPod. "Forever" I didn't like too much but it was still a good song. Then came out "Over" and man has he grown up. The lyrics seem much more mature. After that "Miss Me", and "Find Your Love" came out. And admit it, he ISNT one of those rappers that rap about all the good stuff they have. He keeps it real and always shows that he remembers where he came from--no, not Degrassi--but from home with his mom and summers with his father in Memphis. Im excited to see what good things will come out of Drake in the future.

Things I Love: Danielle Staub

Danielle from The Real Housewives of NJ. Also known as Beverly Ann Merrill. Most people would say "What is there to like about Danielle?" One thing is, without her, The show would'nt be good! Think about it. The show revolves around the Manzo-Laurita-Guidice circle and their constant drama with Danielle.
Danielle has ALOT of problems. Cocaine possession, exotic dancing, prostitution, and more. Not to mention, she is a case of plastic surgery gone wrong. Let's not forget all those sex tapes too. I feel bad for her daughters. Christine is in high school, and she can be getting teased for having a mom that had a rough past and has sex tapes out.
As for the sex tapes, her ex said he never released them--they were all videos Danielle had sent him of her doing stuff-with-herself. Danielle claims she thought he was texting on his phone while they were having sex...hhmm interesting. Obviously, If a man is texting when you guys are having sex, you must not be that good. Or he isnt interested.
Another thing I dont get: How is Danielle comfortable with showing her on a stripper pole on television when she had a sex tape just put out about her?? Makes no sense.
She may not be the most popular housewife on the show, but she definitely is the most trashy.

Things I love: Chelsea Lately

Okay, So at first, I thought this show would be sort of lame. Like I'd be watching Keeping Up With The Kardashians and then a commercial for that came on I'd think "That looks stupid. I'd never watch it."
When I did watch it, I was ROLLIN! It's hilarious! It's not just Chelsea however. There are usually 3 other comedians which add to the funny and Chuy. Occasionally, Chelsea's neice Charlie would be there too with Chuy.
So anyway if you want a good laugh, Check out Chelsea Lately on E!

Please stop telling me your fantasies about you & your girlfriend..Thanks
Love,
Brittany:)

Kid Cudi for you

"I've got some issues that nobody can see,

and all of these emotions are pouring outta me,

I bring em to the life for you; its only right

This is...the soundtrack to my life"

Kid Cudi:)

yup

I love the song Sponsor by Teairra Mari!!!

summer 2010!!

School ends on Wednesday... ahaha 8th grade went by super fast! Seriously! I have learned alot this year. I think I am prepared for high school by now..(: haha! As much as I hated Bednarcik, I think I have actually got attached to it (and the people in it) alot better this year.
Like when the 8th grade band went to Branson. Man, was that FUN! We bonded a whole lot! I have gotten attached to our band. IDK how or why but it just seems like we all are cool with eachother and stuff. And It wont be the same in high school. Some people will drop out and we'll be with another band. :( tear, tear. I'll miss all those crazy times. Mrs. Heemstras "Isabella Stories" or other stories about her Jimmy John's or past students. I loved how it took time out of us playing. I'm glad i stayed in band, even though it was only for the trips...hahaha. duces :))

yep

It has been a while(:

Drop The World...

I got ice in my veins, blood in my eyes

hate in my heart, love in my mind

ive seen nights full of pain, days of the same

you keep the sunshine....

save me the rain.

woooooot.! wooot.!!!!

happy birthday Christine.!!!
i really wish you could see how many people are celebrating on Earth.
we love you! we miss you! we want you back! i wore purple today:))) just for you. I wish you could see. wow. you get to be with God on your birthday!! Is there a present better than that??? i dont think so but i hope there is a big PARTAYYY up there jus for you! you deserve it. you are 14! welcome to the club:)))) !!! i wish i could see you. Everytime i see Maryann, i see you or think of you. Girl, today is your day! in heaven and on earth! i hope you know that..

you are in my thoughts forever&always. i will always love you & i mean it.,

with love, Brittany:)

******this is for when you helped me pass out my birthday treats back in the day:) (more like, 4th grade haha)

weird.

well yea

..

lmao, FAIL

see more funny facebook stuff!

WOW

I HATE CRAZY BITCHES!!!!!

DONT TALK SHIT BEHIND PEOPLE'S BACK THEN RUN AWAY WHEN THEY FIND OUT WHAT YOU SAID.!

MY MOTTO: SAY WHAT YOU WOULD TO A PERSON BEHIND THEIR BACK WHAT YOU WOULD TO THEIR FACE.

TO PEOPLE TALKIN SHIT BOUT ME & FRIENDS:
KEEP ON TALKIN CAUSE EVERYTIME ONE OF OUR NAME'S COME OUT OF YOUR MOUTH YOU ARE MAKIN US MORE KNOWN TO OTHERS SO THANKS.!

i hate school

so im sick & tired of people blaming shit on Christine's death.
people being like "oh if Christine was here none of this wouldve happenened!!" Bitch, If Christine was here how would that change you talking shit bout someone else???
& then bitches talking shit behind peoples backs. "oh i was only friends with you guys so you guys would be on my side for the fight." WTF!?!? now how can you blame you saying that shit on Christine dying?? and yet you one of the main people talking about how "real" and how youre "not the one to backstab"!! ughh crazyyy bitches.
& how can you NOT expect someone to get fired up when you talk about "why should i say excuse me to a black person? all black people should go back to africa and pick cotton" first of all bitch you need to get yo facts straight and kno that we picked cotton IN THE U.S.A. and second that was racist and third you MEXICAN we were here before you! go back to Mexico you border crosser or work on my front lawn it needs some touching up! one word: FAIL.!
ugh i hate bednarcik........

i fucked up.
bad me

TRUTH:
i like you
you are adorable
you got the cutest laugh
handsomest smile (haha)
pretty eyes (lmao)
best personality.
and i lovee it.

you are the most amazingest boy i ever met. too bad i lied, and ruined it.

you know i like the way you move it.

i think im going to talk to him.
im going to add him
and talk to him
and like him
all over again.......

well maybe not ALL over again because
I still like him. but he doesnt know.

v

Would you call me weird if I offered to give you a blowjob...??

would you let me..??



-hahahahaha

ke$ha is so a virgin:)))))

just show me where
your dicks at hahaa :P

wow. dont bother coming back;

ok, so. Whoever had the nerve to do that horrible thing at my school:
i want you to know it was heartless, not funny, depressing, and very very very immature.
you deserve to be expelled.
&& i hope that if/when they find you, you will get expelled.
because what you did was terrible. You ruined the day for alot of people. i dont give two fucks if you didnt know Christine or if you hated her friggin guts, that doesnt give you the right to do such a horrrible thing. you knew alot of people loved her, so why?
you are an ignorant airhead. i hope you are happy now. did you try to make people sad? well, you succeeded now go get a life and stop ruining others'.

fav song

shawty said she really feelin me like yeah! oh yeah!
shawty said she wanna roll with me i said yeah! oh yeah!
she dont know that we goin back to the crib!

(yea, i do)

sooo. ive been watching some "16 and Pregnant"...
what the hell is wrong with some of those girls??
if your boyfriend/baby daddy is not gonna step up and be a dad: BREAK UP! if your mom tells you to get rid of your boyfriend: GET RID OF HIM! If your mom tells you to stop having sex: STOP! is it really that hard...?

didnt think so....

---duceszzzz;)

woow

our god is an awesome god; he reigns!

hahahaaha its stuck in my head.!!!

yea,

Single on Valentine's Day!!!!
lovely..!
hahahaha
perrrfectttt;)))))
im not the only one....:)

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

summerrrrrrrr

i miss summer.!
come back!
now!
ugh i cant stand 8th grade,
bednarcik,
homework,
people,
everything.!
i need a break,. lmao
only....
5 more months......:((((( hahahaaa

on my iPod. :)

hahaha these are SOME of the songs on my iPod:

i invented sex-trey songz
evacuate the dancefloor-cascada
money to blow-birdman
our god is an awesome god-kirk franklin
thats what you get-paramore
rude boy-rihanna
signs-snoop dogg
up in your heart-sean garrett
whatcha say-jason derulo
just dance-lady gaga
kill da DJ-nikki minaj
cowboy casanova-carrie underwood
no more-new boyz
now im that bitch-livvi franc

one wishhhh,,

i wish you knew how much i miss you

we thought of you with love today; but thats nothing new
we thought about you yesterday..and the days before it too
we think of you in silence
we often speak your name
now all we have are memories;
and your picture in a frame
your memory is our keepsake;
with which we will never part
god has you in his keeping
we have you in our heart. :) ----unknown

hope you are resting in peace up there buddy:)

ugh,

i love strongly like you!!
but you dont even know... of course you dont...youre a guy.
you prolly expect me to be over you....yea well i fell farther down than i was when i met you...
it sucks.
i really want to see you, but i dont want to see you. i love you, but i hate you. i want to talk to you, but i want to ignore you. i want to remember you, but i want to forget you. i think ur flirting, but i think ur sending mixed signals. i want you, but i dont want you.....

actually, i think i want you, but i dont think you want me. but there is always hope, right..??

bottom line:

i think i really like you...

swing!!

oh shxt

shake that ass

now move it like a gypsy

stop

roll

back it up

now lemme see your hips swing!

*****its stuck in my head!!

yeaaaaa sooo,

hey girl hey!
so hows heaven! i bet its wonderful:) i hope its more than what you expected:))) it prolly is. && guess what!!
I GOT A BIG EGO HA! HA! HA!
earth still misses you. i hope you know that. i know you never meant to hurt any one.
but guess what.....B TEAM WON.!!!! im so happy. i made 6 pts. all of them for you and my dad. :)
love,
Brittany {your 4th grade buddy now && forever) :)))

mwuaahhhhhhh (i blew you a kiss!!!)

confidential.!:)))

Christine.!!!!

Here is your hug from earth to heaven.!!

(*)

the asterik is my head. :) the parentheses are my arms!

if only i could feel you hug me back..it would make my day:)

i love you & you are never forgotten.,

hehehe,,

i would want you back. and alot of people do but if you are happy in heaven, then you deserve to be there instead of here..,

i love you girl (with all my heart) and dont you ever forget it. :P

mwuaahhhh (i just air kissed you) :))

are you happy?

i sure hope you are. you deserved it.

you will forever be in my heart.

rest in peace baby girl

&& i ask for one favor

have fun nd be happy in heaven

what does...

"I Get It In" actually mean..? lmao

favorite boy names.!

Boys names... no order

• Jason
• Luke
• Sean
• Isaiah
• Abel
• Jordan
• Brandon
• Zachary
• Tyler
• Caleb
• Legacy

favorite girl names.!

Girls (no order)

1. Isabel
2. Savannah
3. Mya
4. Eden
5. Laila
6. Marissa
7. Aaliyah
8. Melanie
9. Gabrielle
10. Ariana
11. Sierra
12. Gisela
13. Camilla

love sucks.

people say karma is a bitch,

i say love is an even bigger bitch.

"...will the pain ever leave me..??"

Christine, i know you werent alone. Im mad that you felt alone. there were other ways. there were. you dont know how much pain you put people through. and i know you never meant to. but when you left us, you left us asking "why??". why you? what happened? you were happy in band. there are people going through what you went through. you werent alone. you were a wake-up call for all of us. a lesson tough lesson learned. im so sorry. you deserved better. a person like you could light up a room with their laugh. you had alot of shoulders to cry on, alot of people that had your back and would listen to you. why? will the pain ever go away??? i hope so. Christine, God had a purpose for your life. you wouldve made alot of people happy. you already made so many people happy in 13 years. God gave you a heart. you had so much ahead of you. im blessed to have met a person like you. I just want you to be happy now. if your happy, then im happy youre in heaven. i know God is taking care of you, but i just really want to know that your safe, that youre in heaven, where you deserve to be. you mightve had a tough 13 years on earth, but you couldve stayed. for one more year? when will i ever heal..?? so Christine, i know you cant look down on earth from heaven, but when does this get easier?? qirl i love you no matter what and i miss you. ik that if youre in heaven, God is taking care of you and treating you like the princess you are:) ily Christine Ignacio Soriano & dont you ever forget it.

,,,,,,

isaiah<3

i miss you,.

its hard for me to tell you I love you
as im standin over your grave
& I know I'll never hear your voice again
why did u leave me
why couldnt you just stay
cause my world is nothing, without you
now i dont know what to do, with myself

---1st Lady

ily christine rest in peace.

"god needed an angel so it seems,"

christine, i sure hope you are happy in heaven. i cant say that enough. ever heard the song "missing you" by first lady?? well it reminds me of you. like every word. God took you away from me and everyone else cause he needed an angel and he got one. i dont think ill ever fully understand why you had to leave. im sure u didnt mean to put people in so much pain. but until i see you again,

ily and i miss you with all my heart<3

its not about christine:)....hahah

its about a guy..yes a guy hah. its not sad. but its not happy. its about mixed signals. dont u hate them.? ugh. i fell for him kinda hard. so i really liked him. he was cute and wasnt a d-bag ha atleast i didnt think so. in my about me i said "i like him, he likes her: STORY OF MY LIFE!" and its true. he liked my friend..worse thing is...my friend liked him too. recipe for disaster haha. did i mention this was at summer camp..?? well it was at summer camp. he would flirt (mixed signals) but hed flirt with her too and it was weird cause it was only me nd her hed do that to so i felt...yea and she told me he liked her and he never denied it so yea.

Dear Christine,

I hope you are happy in heaven. People on earth are miserable without you. people say suicide is the most selfish act someone can do (& it is), but you were suffering. people say they KNEW what happened to you behind closed doors. but idk if they understand fully. i know they may be closer to you than i was but abuse isnt easy to get over. it causes this stuff. when the person that brought you into this world doesnt show love, you feel like crap. even if alot of other people loved you. but the truth is, your death isnt easy to get over either. no one wanted it to end like this. you taught everyone a lesson:
Life is short.
exactly. tell people you love them cause next thing you know, theyre gone. show people you care. and tomorrow is never promised. Christine, i learned my lesson. So please come back. thats all i want. it will heal the hearts of all your friends and heal my heart.
13 years really isnt long. you had a good 60 years left. cut short.
awww do i miss you. but i cant keep on staying on this subject forever. its been 3 months. iloveyou Christine, God loved you, heck Bednarcik loved you. haha

3.12.96-10.2.09 the day you went to be with God in heaven..(:

in 13 years...

you decided life wasnt worth living anymore.
but you had sooo much ahead of you. i just wish you couldve waited 1 more year and if thats too much, 1 more month. no one is ever gonna be the same. you were my first friend at wolf's crossing. haha wow. 4th grade. a weird but wonderful year. ill never forget it. and ill never forget you. one of the strongest people i knew. you were someone who would stick up for their friends no matter what. someone who was almost always happy and putting a smile on everyones face even if yours wasnt real. the world needs more Christine. you deserved way better than what you had. no one deserves that. You were the girl running, jumping and screaming in the hallways. i almost miss hearing you yell. haha. we just all want you back.

i promise ill see you soon, Christine:)

rest in peace...

girl, i miss you so much. people can say i didnt know you too well but it still hurts that ur gone. i wish we wouldve known. maybe it wouldnt have had to turn out this way, you know? im sorry you felt desperate enough to turn to suicide. im sorry thats the only way you thought you could get away. i miss you. but now you are in heaven with god and his angels and where there is no sadness, or pain. i just wish we couldve showed you it on earth. i wish we couldve showed you a way out. that not all happiness is fake and that people cared. i guess sometimes it just isnt enough. if anyone in the whole world should love you it should be your mom. and i guess when ur mom abuses you, its hard to feel loved. the own person who brought u into this world doesnt show love. but i want you to know that you had a lot of other people that loved you so much. god is taking good care of you, Christine. God loved you even if your own mother never did (or showed u). God loved u unconditionally. Now that you are in heaven, you get to see what real happiness is. i miss you.

hellurrr.!

hey.! i just started a blog. :) i got some rules though:

1.) im not here to make friends, im here to blog
2.)dont leave mean comments
3.)im writing how i feel.not tryin to offend anyone
4.)im a nice person:)))